Scattered and confused emotions. 
Truly an art of hard devotion. 
A pain severing the heart apart. 
Such feelings, where should I start? 
Love, an extreme passion that is unfulfilling. 
Tainted blessings of crimson everlasting. 
Where do I go from here, where do I turn? 
Such is thought I seek to answer is what I yearn. 
I love, I feel.. Such things I cannot describe. 
Words that crash into my head to subside. 
I love a girl named, Lauren, so much is very true. 
An undeniable lust of a craving that seeks you. 
Yes, you Lauren, you. 
I try to reach out with my feelings true. 
Your elegance supreme. 
Soft tender touch, so serene. 
Your gentle hold stretches beyond reality’s boundries. 
Such a great feeling it’s greater than dreams. 
I’ve fallen into a void of extreme love. 
In a women’s self that flaps like a dove. 
Into the midst of an early morning. 
Whilst my life goes on past the evening. 
I long for your sweet gentle voice. 
I long for your lips, soft and moist. 
I love you beyond any reasonable doubt. 
And go on.. Longing your gentle touch.. 
Until that day will come where my feelings are shown, inside and out.. 

I don't mind if you use any of this, just don't say you did it. *cough* PJ *cough*